So, I'm probably moving again. This time, to Portland. Again. I'm gonna give it another shot. I miss Nevada, but I don't want to really live there again. Besides, I don't have a place to live there anymore anyways. I'm tired of Texas already. I'm starting to think that I made a bad decision moving in the first place. But, I'll learn. But in the meantime...
Well, if you are reading this, and you know who you are, I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you in any way. I miss you more than you know. I just wish you would call or text me once in a while to let me know that you are alive...
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Update...
I'm already tired of Nevada again. So, I'm going to try something new, just as soon as I get the money. I figured that if I go to a place where I don't know anyone and I can't mooch off of them, then I'll HAVE to get a job, so I'm going to try Texas. And this time I'm going to do it right. I'm going to get a job here and save up enough money to have a couple of months rent in an apartment there, so that way that gives me enough time to look for a job. The job market there is way better than it is on the west coast. So, I'm done here. I'm trying to do things that make me happy. And, if I can pull this off, I'll feel a sense of accomplishment with my actions. To actually be able to make it on my own and not stuck here in a black hole that we call Carson City. I want out of here permanently, with visiting of course. :) But this would be a good way to start a new chapter on my life. New faces, new places. New everything. I think it will be good for me.
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Everybody wants me so I give it away...
I feel as if I'm in a never-ending battle with my own Demons. Problems I have though, petty or not, are mine, and mine alone. I do not need a warrior to fight them right now. I do not need a knight in shinning armor. I need to find out how to handle it myself. So far, no luck. I still can't seem to get the hang of this.
What happens if I can't fix myself? What happens if no one else can fix me? Where do I go from there?
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If it's not one thing, it's another...
Man oh man am I losing it. I don't really know what to do at this point. So, out of nowhere, my brother isn't coming back. My iPhone is taking forever to get fixed. I'm just tired I guess. I'm going to GameCrazy later to talk to Nate to see if he'll give me a job. I get to hang out with James Martyn today. It's going to be cool because I haven't seen him in like 4 years. I'm also waiting for R.J. to get back from New York too. Haven't seen him in ages as well. Lake on Tuesday with Katie K. Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday is Nick's house. I seem busy. But I'm really not. Weird. Anyways, I'm out. Goodnight.
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I really feel the need I guess.
Haven't really "blogged" in a while. At least seriously, that is. So let's get to it.
I feel like I'm growing apart from certain people. They know who they are. I just seem to not want to do anything again. Stuck in a rut, if you will. I've become lazy again, and can't really break out of it. I'm always sore, always tired. Ok, enough bitching.
My brother is moving back. He will be here August 3rd or 4th. I'm stoked! I miss him, even if I've only been back for little over a month.
I need some new clothes. I always seem to lose them. How do you lose pants?! Kinda hard to do. Or I just have to keep thowing them away because they are thrashed, or I don't like the way they fit anymore. I think that's what it is. Haha.
Still kinda stuck on if I should move or not. I want to, but at the same time, this is *cough* home. Everyone I love is here. My friends. Closer to my family.
My car died. Of course it did. Car number 6. I give up on vehicles. Ha. They suck. But I want one again.
"I know that every little thing I ever said to her will never be undone. Every time I think of her I wonder if she could have been the one. It could take some time. It could take some time. In the end I hope I'll be remembered well".
I love that lyric. And Rob Thomas for that matter. He's coming to Reno October 17th. :) Yummy.
This may seem like just a bunch of ramble, but it's 4:55 am. So, I'm kinda just jotting down what is on my mind at the moment.
How do they make Jello?
Rancid and Rise Against was awesome. My ankle still hurts, and that was on the 8th.
Mosh Pits FTW!
OH! So, I can't wait for MAG to come out!!! 256 players online at once?! That's just plain crazy talk! Oh, but it will be MAGnificent! <- Pun intended.
It got pushed back until the end of next summer though. Bummer.
"How many dead babies does it take to paint the outside of a house?"
"I dunno. How many?"
"Depends on how hard you throw them!"
I saw the cutest flight jacket ever online. It will be mine.
I think that this sleeping schedule is taking a toll on me. I can't ever get to bed at a decent hour. It kinda sucks because I sleep all day. And I'm kinda tired of sleeping all day too. But no matter how hard I try, I fall right back into this routine again. Repetition FTW.
I think I shall sleep now and ponder how I would handle the situation of Chuck Norris trying to blow me up with his mind powers. How would you stop that??
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